so school starts tomorrow for some of us. For me, it doesn't start until Wednesday. I wonder by taking a different route (quite different from other), I made the right decision. It's not easy knowing all your friends are taking therapy classes and you are here taking what you think are interesting.
I guess I just need to walk straight to the next destination. who knows what will happen.
let's just pray for the good thing to come ^_^
Showing posts with label summer 2010. Show all posts
Showing posts with label summer 2010. Show all posts
Monday, August 23, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
the ending summer part 2
Im sitting thinking...wow my intuition is pretty good...
i have to trust it more and more from now one obvious w/ good conscience.
Sometimes, the energy that you project really tells what kind of person you are whether you know it or not. It's a wonderful and interesting feeling to notice time and time again how correct these things are. (okie not 100% but at least 90%).
Proceed w/ caution...at least I know for now...trust my intuition because it has failed me much...
bracing for the worse but at the same ...joining the venture challenge is just as an amazing feeling. I've never felt so much energy and belief in doing such things. I hope it will give me good perspective on how things are going. After all, I'm not moving across the country and spending the past years I mean years studying and working for nothing (obviously for many years, working hard for no obvious reasons), but now maybe it's a hope? ^_^
We'll see what happen ...summer is almost over now... time to get ready to charge into the next term
i have to trust it more and more from now one obvious w/ good conscience.
Sometimes, the energy that you project really tells what kind of person you are whether you know it or not. It's a wonderful and interesting feeling to notice time and time again how correct these things are. (okie not 100% but at least 90%).
Proceed w/ caution...at least I know for now...trust my intuition because it has failed me much...
bracing for the worse but at the same ...joining the venture challenge is just as an amazing feeling. I've never felt so much energy and belief in doing such things. I hope it will give me good perspective on how things are going. After all, I'm not moving across the country and spending the past years I mean years studying and working for nothing (obviously for many years, working hard for no obvious reasons), but now maybe it's a hope? ^_^
We'll see what happen ...summer is almost over now... time to get ready to charge into the next term
Sunday, August 8, 2010
random #?
It's a cloudy day...oh and school is almost about to begin...
What a summer it has been. So busy but so much fun. I've enjoyed every bit of it. Not a single moment, not a single project goes by uninterested. On top, I am truly able to do something that I truly enjoy. Learning about it along the way has been a great experience.
oh and it's raining now...what a strange day...listening to the music about the falling raining just couldn't make it a better suitable topic.
My vacation will start next weekend... I can't wait to see my little nephew. he must be bigger now. Hearing his voice and his parents' joy over the phone, I can't be happier. I know I need to open my heart more...to love all beings...sometimes it takes a rational decision to do so and slowly, bits by bits, I will be able to do so.
if you don't love something or if you hate something, it might be better just to look at it, I don't hate this...the feeling will go away, and next time when you see it again, it's just an object that you encounter.
this post is so random without any topics/details etc.
What a summer it has been. So busy but so much fun. I've enjoyed every bit of it. Not a single moment, not a single project goes by uninterested. On top, I am truly able to do something that I truly enjoy. Learning about it along the way has been a great experience.
oh and it's raining now...what a strange day...listening to the music about the falling raining just couldn't make it a better suitable topic.
My vacation will start next weekend... I can't wait to see my little nephew. he must be bigger now. Hearing his voice and his parents' joy over the phone, I can't be happier. I know I need to open my heart more...to love all beings...sometimes it takes a rational decision to do so and slowly, bits by bits, I will be able to do so.
if you don't love something or if you hate something, it might be better just to look at it, I don't hate this...the feeling will go away, and next time when you see it again, it's just an object that you encounter.
this post is so random without any topics/details etc.
Monday, August 2, 2010
When the conversation took place...
Today...I take a break to breathe, to learn, and just to be..
Our car broke down and needed to have it fixed in order to get back home. As we waited for it in the garage, we asked to be shuttled to the nearby mall for some food. On our way back, the conversation was more than I asked for. I always learn to appreciate new things or old things no matter what it is.
Our driver is probably in his late fifty if not early sixty. I asked him whether he had lunch. He said yes. He ate a bit and he had lost a few pounds in the past few months. I asked him whether it's for health reasons. He told us about his medical condition. It turned out he had myeloid leukemia, a blood cancer disorder. Diagnosed more than 10 years ago, a bone marrow transplant lasted him for 3 years. Remission and then rounds of chemotherapy. He has survived for 10 years...until this year when the disease starts to crop up once again threatening to take his life away. As I sat listening to his story, I asked about his family. He said he had 4 children. It reminded me of you Daddy only that you have less than 4 months from the time of diagnosis to the time you passed away. His cracking voice touched my heart and I almost let down the tears thinking his family must be praying for his survival right now. As we approached our destination, he told us to stay safe and have a good trip. I wish him to have another 10 years. I wonder what will happen to him. He said he has survived for 10 years and he really wishes to have another 10. I do hope so.
Live healthily, live happily...I do wish you have another 10 years....I do wish by then you don't have to worry about your remission and if you really have to go, I wish it will be as pain free as it could possibly be.
Best
Our car broke down and needed to have it fixed in order to get back home. As we waited for it in the garage, we asked to be shuttled to the nearby mall for some food. On our way back, the conversation was more than I asked for. I always learn to appreciate new things or old things no matter what it is.
Our driver is probably in his late fifty if not early sixty. I asked him whether he had lunch. He said yes. He ate a bit and he had lost a few pounds in the past few months. I asked him whether it's for health reasons. He told us about his medical condition. It turned out he had myeloid leukemia, a blood cancer disorder. Diagnosed more than 10 years ago, a bone marrow transplant lasted him for 3 years. Remission and then rounds of chemotherapy. He has survived for 10 years...until this year when the disease starts to crop up once again threatening to take his life away. As I sat listening to his story, I asked about his family. He said he had 4 children. It reminded me of you Daddy only that you have less than 4 months from the time of diagnosis to the time you passed away. His cracking voice touched my heart and I almost let down the tears thinking his family must be praying for his survival right now. As we approached our destination, he told us to stay safe and have a good trip. I wish him to have another 10 years. I wonder what will happen to him. He said he has survived for 10 years and he really wishes to have another 10. I do hope so.
Live healthily, live happily...I do wish you have another 10 years....I do wish by then you don't have to worry about your remission and if you really have to go, I wish it will be as pain free as it could possibly be.
Best
Sunday, June 20, 2010
It's Father Day!
Happy Father Day...
I bought you a card but wonder whether I should mail it..but then again where should I mail it? Can you give me an address so I can send it to you?
I've been busy in the last several weeks. Having two jobs is no easy task. I'm constantly on the run if not..constantly reading, typing, and discussing. I love both of them. Each gives me a perspective on things I want and don't want to do. Daddy, I think I choose the right field to study. As for future profession, I don't know. This degree gives me a good background, opens many doors, and helps me make some good friends. So I'm happy that I am where I am. Through mistakes and trials, I finally think I'm heading to the right directions. All the past unsuccessful events give me strength to move forward and to try new things. I'm becoming more comfortable with myself but not a hundred percent. You do know about my problems with fat...and yes I eat constantly. So I wonder why I'm gaining weight! @_@. You will probably scold me for being worried about it too much. But you know how much clothes I have...changing the entire closet is not what I have in mind at this point unless you support the change of course! ^_^
How are you now? Sister is almost ready...you know you're going to have a little grandson, aren't you? He's very cute. She shows me his pictures and he's so adorable. I'm very happy for him because he's so loved by everyone. It almost reminds me of you because you're loved by everyone. The little boy and yeah he's so precious. I wonder if you have a chance, what you would name him? They have already chosen a name for him and it's so beautiful...just like the parents. I know for many times you would trade anything to hold him tight, to put him to sleep, to take him to games, and to attend his every event...I know you would. But you aren't here ... and it's okie. Rest well and I hope your journey is going well wherever you head to.
Happy Father Day Daddy ^_^
Your spoiled and lovely child ^_^
I bought you a card but wonder whether I should mail it..but then again where should I mail it? Can you give me an address so I can send it to you?
I've been busy in the last several weeks. Having two jobs is no easy task. I'm constantly on the run if not..constantly reading, typing, and discussing. I love both of them. Each gives me a perspective on things I want and don't want to do. Daddy, I think I choose the right field to study. As for future profession, I don't know. This degree gives me a good background, opens many doors, and helps me make some good friends. So I'm happy that I am where I am. Through mistakes and trials, I finally think I'm heading to the right directions. All the past unsuccessful events give me strength to move forward and to try new things. I'm becoming more comfortable with myself but not a hundred percent. You do know about my problems with fat...and yes I eat constantly. So I wonder why I'm gaining weight! @_@. You will probably scold me for being worried about it too much. But you know how much clothes I have...changing the entire closet is not what I have in mind at this point unless you support the change of course! ^_^
How are you now? Sister is almost ready...you know you're going to have a little grandson, aren't you? He's very cute. She shows me his pictures and he's so adorable. I'm very happy for him because he's so loved by everyone. It almost reminds me of you because you're loved by everyone. The little boy and yeah he's so precious. I wonder if you have a chance, what you would name him? They have already chosen a name for him and it's so beautiful...just like the parents. I know for many times you would trade anything to hold him tight, to put him to sleep, to take him to games, and to attend his every event...I know you would. But you aren't here ... and it's okie. Rest well and I hope your journey is going well wherever you head to.
Happy Father Day Daddy ^_^
Your spoiled and lovely child ^_^
Sunday, May 30, 2010
...
been slacking off... I need to get my act together soon....
this week can't come and go any faster...
swimming has been great...love the therapeutic swimming session in the past few days ^_^
only if my mood has been better..
all shall pass...like a saying...nothing stays forever, even happiness, even sadness..all shall pass...
Saturday, May 29, 2010
writing...
after many years, we've arrived at the same crossroads.
In the past or so I've been following this Korean Drama called "Cinderella's Sister."
The series contain all the emotions that most of us going through at least once in a while. While watching it, I can't help but thinking to myself... yeah I can relate to that.
Is there a prince charming? Is there a god mother? Is there a chance to change everything to make things better?
I would say there are many unexpected twisted and turns and that make the story so much better than the predictable normal romantic comedy that have been becoming more mainstream. Add a little bit laughter, a bit of romantic, a bit of misery, and a bit of good attracting actors and actresses then come a drama.
But this one is so different. All the actors and actresses possess their roles as though they are their own life.
Each and every scene has significant story to tell.
Their are several main characters in the story
Eun-jo: a little girl who followed her Mom wherever she went because she was the only one family member that she got to know.
Ki-hoon: a neglected ill. child from a rich family whose family often wanted him dead than alive.
The two lost found each other but never confessed that they loved each other until one day one went missing... until one day.. all the secrets were revealed...
the tear drops from each of them spoke more than words.
Many times we look back and see ourselves standing at the same crossroads.
The directors purposely reenacted many scenes from the past with the current conditions... seeing how each characters growed from their pain, their love, trying to reach for their happiness I wonder about it myself.
How many times I'm going through the same emotions and yes each time it's so different because I'm a different person at each time. Compared to 10 years ago, 8 years ago, 6 years ago, 4 years, or 2 years ago, the decisions are made differently each time because you are no longer the same person why would you be the same when you are growing each day from learning, from experience, from others.
It's almost 2 years... and yesterday I bought a father day card...
In the past or so I've been following this Korean Drama called "Cinderella's Sister."
The series contain all the emotions that most of us going through at least once in a while. While watching it, I can't help but thinking to myself... yeah I can relate to that.
Is there a prince charming? Is there a god mother? Is there a chance to change everything to make things better?
I would say there are many unexpected twisted and turns and that make the story so much better than the predictable normal romantic comedy that have been becoming more mainstream. Add a little bit laughter, a bit of romantic, a bit of misery, and a bit of good attracting actors and actresses then come a drama.
But this one is so different. All the actors and actresses possess their roles as though they are their own life.
Each and every scene has significant story to tell.
Their are several main characters in the story
Eun-jo: a little girl who followed her Mom wherever she went because she was the only one family member that she got to know.
Ki-hoon: a neglected ill. child from a rich family whose family often wanted him dead than alive.
The two lost found each other but never confessed that they loved each other until one day one went missing... until one day.. all the secrets were revealed...
the tear drops from each of them spoke more than words.
Many times we look back and see ourselves standing at the same crossroads.
The directors purposely reenacted many scenes from the past with the current conditions... seeing how each characters growed from their pain, their love, trying to reach for their happiness I wonder about it myself.
How many times I'm going through the same emotions and yes each time it's so different because I'm a different person at each time. Compared to 10 years ago, 8 years ago, 6 years ago, 4 years, or 2 years ago, the decisions are made differently each time because you are no longer the same person why would you be the same when you are growing each day from learning, from experience, from others.
It's almost 2 years... and yesterday I bought a father day card...
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