once in a while...you feel like things aren't going to be alright.

I've learned much this month... not clinically but how to work with others and how the world really is.




Many advices that I can't even sum them all up.  But then again..I want to pack and just move somewhere...somewhere far...

As busy as the last month has been... I find myself following something ...chasing something...pleasing something...but in the end...you just want more and more...but don't we all always pursue something?

Someone told me recently...does it matter? it doesn't matter because everyone will die the same...does it matter how much money you make? everyone will die in the end...

Not that I agree completely...I do think there is a difference between trying to change and relying on fate alone.

I'm not even sure what I'm writing anymore...just take me somewhere..

I miss the time in Japan and long to be back there ... I just long to take a trip to somewhere I can just start to learn everything all over again...can i do that?   like an endless circle...no beginning..no ending..

rainy thursday

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work work work..busy but happy....
can't wait until the weekend!