Saturday, July 24, 2010

the ending summer

Summer almost comes to an end... it's been a wonderful ride and I wonder what I can take with me and what I can leave behind.  It's a summer that I probably won't forget.  I've learned new things.  I've tried new ventures.  I've welcomed the challenge and at the same thinking...am I doing the right things?  I spend most weekends away just to be away from work, away from all the responsibilities that are ahead. Sometimes I do wonder, whether I would regret about all the energy I put in the work.  But then again, I've gained so much, learned so much, and understood things so much more than I thought.  

Goodbye is always a sad word that I wouldn't want to utter...do i really have to say goodbye to this summer?  Isn't it an irrelevant question? who am I to keep this summer from moving forward...most of all, I don't think I have the power to stop it moving forward....

all I can do is to let it be...let it be what it is supposed to be... and this just reminds me...nothing lasts forever...and sometimes it's ok.  
just a few more weeks...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

just a self-note

hello!!  Long time!!!

It's been crazily busy but I'm handling it well or at least I hope so.
Swimming does have a great effect on the body.  Every time after a tired day, a 30 minute swim could destress and gives life a new fresh look.

I was so tired today after staring at the computer for 10 hours.  On top of this, Microsoft decides to delete my file without telling that it is going to do so...had I known I could have copy and paste it...oh well...life is such.  I just need to retype the 12 page monograph that's all..yeah that's all.

The weather has been grilling here.  It's hot hot hot...there are days when it reaches 95 with a humidity of at least 80%  ....it definitely makes it hard to breath...but it's okie..this soon will pass...welcome fall...but where are you now? ^_^

I just realize....every time things happen...I look in the mirror and say...hum...just smile...smile...smile...and yeah things will become better...

So put on a smile, take a step forward, and be happy ^_^